ATM with 11pm

 

Alexander Calder

 

Following the advice from the customer service, I stood in front of the ATM for half an hour waiting for some miracle to happen.  Suddently, I felt so damn frustrated and sad, boy. As if lost all the patience/ interests not only for the ATM, but for basically everything.  

 

ps: i hate the word passion though. I used to believe passion was naturally integrated into a person/ no need to say it.  

 

pps: haven’t lost the interests for the stuff in the above picture. Delicate balance.

 

ppps: For electricity they have 24hours service, which makes me for the first time love this city a little bit.

 

 

晃

my dizziness reminds me this movie

 

 

 

the light’s like the picture at the right.

 

I feel like living on a boat,

or inside a seperate invisible thing. 

all the bright thing outside happening has nothing to do with me.

 

The more you care about

the more you understand the meaning of ‘fcuked up.’

 

and people call it immature.

 

p/t

a friend texted and emailed me again. Then I knew it doesn’t take her any short than it takes me, to get over things.

actually we never get over things.

not like they thought we would.  But I didnt reply–that what C taught me. 

she was so right. she’s kind of a master of life.

 

I was so drunk but I still wrote something. then now I cant stop writing. 

They have all been written by us. and I dare to say I am one of the most responsible person in them.

 

you shi hou

A girl showed me some pictures of Greek. They were stunningly beautiful. She knew the history of those lovely cities

 

I also find this kind of view magnificent

 

 

 

 

I love those big supermarkets.

I love the walls of breakfast cereal boxes, each with cheap corn and ridiculous amount of sugar in it.

I’d love to know that one serving contains 20% of my daily value Vitamins.

And the colors in my bowl are safe red No.1 and yellow No.5.

 

although it’d be nicer if there’s a small shelf where I can get some free-range chickens and organic fruit and low fat milk…

 

I was trying to buy some same shirts as before when I saw this as the description for ‘Legalize Arizona’ T-shirt, at American Apparel website:

 

There are roughly 12 million undocumented immigrants living in the U.S. Almost all of them pay taxes into the system because their employers deduct taxes from their earnings. Billions of dollars are paid into social security alone which benefits America’s elderly. What about the jobs generated by their demand for goods and services, or the positive effect their personal consumption has on the U.S. economy? Immigrants are students and entrepreneurs. They have families, homes, cars and lives, just like you. They are active members of the U.S. economy and society. They are not "invaders" and should not be treated like criminals. Everyone should be aware of how immigrants (legal or not) are woven into our everyday lives, and the growth and success of our country. Immigration reform now.

 

It sort of simplified the problem, same as saying: ‘the immigrants took our jobs.’

But there are some good points. Just what I wanted to say.

 

There’s no simple answers–you need to consider the envirmental impact, if there’s enough nature resource, if the domestic market’s big enough, is it possible for this country to export, ect ect. 

I know little about politics and economy. I’d love to know more.  

 

Dont fancy any brand that much, but American Apparel’s what I’d like to wear at the moment.

The boys in the ads are equally porn as those girls. 

 

After all these I found my size was unavailable…never mind.